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This poem was written using A.I.

I am Rohan.
Born in England,
raised in Birmingham,
walking through castles and ruins,
cathedrals and burial grounds,
fields of silence,
#streetsofexile.

Oxford gave me success,
popularity ,
friends gathered,
then lost.
I let go.
Applause dissolved.
Trendiness vanished.
Social media’s hunger for likes –
renounced.

This was the turning point.
I became enunciate.
I became brahmacharya – vow of celibacy.
I walked as sanyasi – renouncer of worldly ties.
I chose exile over acclaim,
testimony over recognition,
ascetic path over gain.

From Albion’s soil, I rose
I wrote thirty books.
I carved voices from rupture.
I turned estrangement into testimony.
I made displacement epic.

I listened to Krishna Das.
Hare Krishna rivers of devotion.
Native drums echoing burial grounds.
Sai Baba’s miracles.
The Dalai Llama’s compassion.
Blake’s angels in London trees.
Gibran’s exile of love.
Shiva’s dance of destruction and renewal.
Jesus in English churches.
Allah in Sufi poetry sung across continents.
The Spirit moving through silence.
Audrey Hepburn – muse of grace.

I acknowledged sexuality –
desire as spark,
celibacy as discipline,
longing transformed into voice.

My family is a constellation:
Mother as Devi – resilience.
Father as Wanderer – absence.
Brother as Unicorn – celibate warrior.
I gather their myths.
I turn rupture into renewal.
I build a cosmic family epic.

My practices anchor me:
two hours of chanting at dawn,
Yoga as union,
gym sweat as offering,
Reiki as flame,
#counsellingmirror,
cybersecurity discipline,
feeding the cat,
walking through silence,
preparing for renewal.

England is my ground.
Albion, green and pleasant land.
Arthur’s sword in stone.
Stonehenge rising from the mist
Cathedrals echoing hymns.
Industrial ruins turned to prophecy.

Here I declare:
Wild Stage is not entertainment.
It is witness.
It is prophecy.
It is England turned into epic,
ashes turned to fire
silence turned to song.

This is my vow:
rupture into renewal,
estrangement into testimony,
England into epic.

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