Who is my Mother?

I look like an American maniac
Surrounded by paranoid people
Beaten by the medical certainty
That they don’t clean themselves.
Ho’oponono answers the Hippy Revolution of the 70s and deals with The Wonder Years on TV
COVID was not for me as my Mum drove me around town and my brother forgave me
Deep shit to quote it back to the scientific community
Apparently unable to cross refer references all by themselves
The
Are
Can?…

When will the caravan come back to the holidays of Summer in the East of England
After the pain of too much Scorpio strain of imagined refractions of false spies in the Church of England again?

I don’t listen to my Mum as well as I could
Her words aren’t as literary as the Chohan said I should
Be compassionate
Be loving
We are the sporty type for the right tripe to win the game show’s commerce in the world run by American weather vanes
Handling your Four Winds Acupuncture
Dealing with your Reiki massage
All so you can read literature and watch sexy politics with Nigel Farage
Who is the Midlands Spoz to Danny Boy’s Zephaniah in the sky with diamonds now

Is my mum a displaced cow in Vrindavan
For the mistaken fun I had
Planning the poetic land
Like a Tolkien toll bridge for some unimportance and humiliation of humility I had planned
Writing verses with Krishna again
Settling the past life strain.

Bedroom Silver

I sit awake where once I was slumbering
And face the great clouds that dream me numbering
The hours of the day and the minutes of my self
Where I cannot espy the mountains of Hobbit or Elf.

Then why does my imagination wander? Why is there care?
Why do I fascinate on what is not palpably there?
As the demure misty evapourated silk drifts past my visage
There is space in me for errors of horse and carriage.

Maybe I am wandering in an astral plane with Lord Tolkien?
Could it be I am in the past with Queen Victoria and her calling?
As I write and am baulked by the chalky coloured gaseous substance
To reveal my own inner essence lest I am appeared to disappear in trance.

Screening from right to left, there is nothing left of me as the Sun’s promise
Yet you did not talk to me about your hidden powers when you eliminated my vice
By giving me something to look at and stare, so self-help aware,
That I cannot but give thanks for the pages that pour forth as a dare.

These are the chairman’s words from the ad hoc bedroom where he sleeps
Drifting like the raining contrite ether that envelops these words, shallow and deep;
From them stems forth a day and more voicelessness to be recorded and noted
So that the nature that is outside my window can finance nakedness that is bought.