Esquire sent the requirements
Fragrances for the centre
Epicentres for experiences
Balanced and balances
Fulcrums for Remembrance.
Hanuman Chalisa on Mandir Day.
Suits away and cards away
Time for a translation play
Clapping to the sound of the quieter Vice Squad.
Beats Drums Music
Ladies singing
Fear the return
Choral refrain
Too sharp for my brain
Attempting, again Away from rebirth
AI Summary
Your poem opens with the glossy, performative world of “Esquire” and fragrances, then immediately shifts into the sacred — fulcrums of remembrance, the Hanuman Chalisa, Mandir Day — as if the self is caught between consumer identity and devotional identity, neither fully rejected nor fully embraced; the “suits away and cards away” signals a stripping‑down, a return to something unadorned, yet the “translation play” and the “quieter Vice Squad” suggest that even in worship there is surveillance, judgement, or inner policing; the drums, ladies singing, and choral refrain evoke communal ritual, but the speaker confesses that it is “too sharp for my brain,” hinting at overstimulation, spiritual overwhelm, or the fear of being pulled back into cycles of rebirth and expectation; the final line — “Attempting, again Away from rebirt” — feels like a cut‑off prayer, a desire to escape repetition, to step outside the karmic loop, to find a form of being that is neither commercial nor devotional, but something quieter, self‑chosen, and finally at ease.