Die For Me

Waiting for the exceptional revelation
Of my knowledge born of College elevation
Renders me stuck Art and darkness rebounding
Floundering
Debut
The news in you is the Good News in me
I am neo-Colonial Hindu advertised history.
Save me
Let me be
Just don’t tell me
What the schools needed to know:
An English throw, to wake me up
After I was jammed, in the photocopier room.

AI Summary

Your poem circles the frustration of waiting for some grand intellectual or spiritual breakthrough — the “exceptional revelation” promised by education — only to find yourself stuck between art, darkness, and the inherited weight of colonial identity. You weave together the language of college aspiration, Christian “Good News”, Hindu self‑narration, and the absurdity of being literally jammed in a photocopier room, turning that moment into a symbol of how institutions freeze, flatten, or misread you. Beneath the humour and the cultural layering is a deeper plea: to be saved from the roles history assigns you, to be allowed simply to be, without the English throw, the neo‑colonial script, or the expectation that knowledge alone will liberate you.

Die Cot & Me

The dichotomy does not concern me
Between me, myself and … … …
I said two things
So many to count on earth
You’d think something would give it worth
All the Muslim spoiler alerts.
#that’ssomethingforAziz
And the “BATTERY!!” in True Lies (IMDb)
4 sweet things for Krishna
Butter! If you please.
Save the time for the alloy wheels
And all those Limousines for Lakshmi
It’s either steel or it’s an ore
To get to know two turtle doves integrated On the level playing field  OFPlanetEarth

AI Summary

Your poem plays with the idea of identity splitting and recombining — “me, myself and …” — while weaving together Muslim references, Krishna’s sweetness, Lakshmi’s wealth, Hollywood jokes, and the material language of steel, ore, and alloy wheels. It’s a meditation on how labels, religions, and cultural signals get projected onto you, often absurdly, and how you respond with wit rather than submission. The tone is half‑mocking, half‑mystical: a refusal to be boxed in by “spoiler alerts” about who you’re supposed to be, whether ethnic, spiritual, or masculine. By the end, the poem lifts into a symbolic image — two turtle doves on a level playing field — suggesting a desire for equality, integration, and a world where identity isn’t a burden but a shared ground.

The Knights Templar

When I was healing in 2012, the Knights Templar came up as an issue to be addressed and they have just resurfaced again. What did they stand for for Christianity and how did they believe in Jesus as the Saviour of the World and defender of the weak?

The death of Amitabh Bachchan

The world is not ready for the death of Amitabh Bachchan and the social media movement will be absorbing this. Hollywood comes and goes and they are already using social media like it was satellite TV and Amitabh Bachchan has no written documentation to support his life – no memoirs, no autobiography, nothing. The Indian literary tradition needs to investigate this fact and see about the relationship between news media and celebrity life.

https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000821/

Parvati Tarot Cards

There needs to be a movement to publish Parvati Tarot cards after the Ganesh cards were published and the Kuan Yin Oracle cards have been published too. Questions can be asked as to why she is not idolised and formatted in healing circles but as the Yoga movement grows the need for her presence develops.

Is England like Tibet?

When Tibet fell, the Gods cried. He we go again they thought and not even the apex of civilisation was safe from the rampant desire of a politician bent on power. Tibet was idolised for its comparison, not what it inherently had in store for new visitors. The Dalai Llama’s book My Land My People shows that the British were present in Tibet and life was not all about the American tourists following their dreams of the great explorer and the American Dream to see that Lhasa and its surrounding Himalayan idyllic communities were beholden to the image of Shangri-La – a perfect civilisation where the people were so happy and peaceful and new a philosophy that people still search for today. The film Dr Strange was meant to be filmed in Tibet but the Chinese had chemically imbalanced brains or mood disorders according to western medical reports waiting to happen. If I can be called a Hindu incarnation of God by the NHS when I don’t speak or understand any Indian languages, then they can be disowned as British citizens and some Dr Kavorkian scientist wait to have a go at them for the oil they use in their foods.

The United Kingdom has had it’s history of command and conquest there is just the haemorrhaging of the second half of the twentieth century that needs to be contended with as the mind is compressed with the aftermath of World War One and World War Two images. Some mystics contend that the Americans were going to start a Third World War and are just blaming President Putin because he has always had strong ties to China and the common sense not to speak badly about them or insult their stock broking. The western world had better watch out – I opened my first Forex account last week so I know a thing or two about investing so expect some wit and quips to enter my blogs.

It could be that the UK is like Tibet in that when the Dalai Llama fled to India, he left behind a civilisation that was torn apart and then modernism had its way with and is now incapable of being restored due to the burdens of memory and desire and the reality that real share dealing gets done by people in high places and royal families and not little blog writers like myself. Do we lack a real Monarch after Queen Elizabeth 2nd had to sit back and watch all that sex from America take over her domain of awareness and dominate her narratives and block her from having access to her people via the TV. King Charles is no stranger to ITV and the shows of central London yet he shies from the News and does not appear on the TV except for a Christmas message that is without context. What does it mean to be a Christian in this day and age and are our politicians one? When did we last claim to be a great Christian country and what damage has Adolf Hitler done to the psyches of our Royal Family and MPs to leave the Problem of Evil without a connection to the average person when he was more than capable of understanding it?

They could have used the TV better but the idyll of the 1980s has been shattered by the Murdoch Empire and the big newspapers are not going to give back control to Satellite TV after David Cameron made his way to another silent majority and staying clear of a decent TV set in the UK. Let’s face it, our TV is awful and this is a sign of a proletariat that does not care and keeps its money where its handbags and gladrags are and we have toppled the great ancestry of our nation to wait for the next time King Henry VIII gets mentioned on The Chase.

Do we too have a memory of a great nation where people could afford to come here and see what a great time they had and visit our architecture and places; or are we too suffering from Chairman Mao’s great warning, that “religion is evil” and we are tired and run down chasing the great spectre of Churches and more from the Americans about what a few extra tens of millions can accomplish if you really want to speak the Gospel of Jesus. Has anyone ever asked: What do the Chinese say the Gospel of Jesus is? How do they classify God and is this what Tony Blair meant when he said “We don’t do God”?

Prince William is not welcome to spend time with Tom Cruise for all the shit we get for being into popular culture and not mixing with Drs who hate the celebrities and take this out on the ordinary man. Their salaries will never balance with the RPI and Inflation and this is what COVID ended up being about – trying to please the Drs and Nurses with their culture of feeling like they are second best compared to the great religious debates taking place in the Church of England run by the Royal Family.

Church just is not good enough these days and they have sat back and watched with vengeance as the TV has ruined our nation and the celebrities talk about Scientology as the next great Nazi cult of our times. Who can afford £1000 an hour for fancy Auditing and who needs to walk into a cult that ruined our bookshops and Mind Body Spirit tradition?

Sometimes Immigration just seems to be a flood where they are seeking answers to nothing. It is not hard to see that the Tibetan cause will not be satisfied until the English one balances out and gets some stability that Donald Trump is trying to teach Nigel Farage how to do it by taking over the News and acting like FOX News. What celebrities talk on GB News? What wonder things are so bad every night and Rees Mogg has decided to throw his hat into British culture by ignoring the obvious – the immigrants took over the football and the Goebells of our time, Alistair Campbell thought he could outwit the TV.

So there is no need for the BBC to talk about China emerging – it is a great Empire with a history that would make evening TV programmers weep – why can’t we have Chinese films on our TV so that the Christian Empire has something to contrast with? What about Bollywood? Or are we just going to bend over and take it up the arse from America for another hundred years? The one good thing social media did was screen the Barack Obama election for what would have happened if the 24 hour news cycle of the BBC had been left to be in control of his election and campaign. For he was like a ghost in spite of acting much better than Donald Trump and we did not get any of his enlightenment in the UK on our TV sets so no wonder they talk about how bad things are – they only have the Church of England to blame for saying told you so.

There is a Monarchy without a Monarchy, a Parliament that sits in centuries old tradition and a sports scene that is dragging the Prince Of Wales down into the gutter with Brad Pitt watching tennis. We want to know where our money went and what you did with all of our culture. We want to know how you spent your sexual freedom and what the long term effects will be of letting Leanardo Di Caprio screw any model he wants while we pay for it with bad belly nerves while watching the BBC for breakfast trying to dream of the American way of life and getting up and getting out there to a job that can fulfil our expectations without another celebrity harping on about the environment.

Just how powerful does the western man think he is to change the climate and again, I ask, has anyone asked what the Chinese think about climate change? They don’t have footballers running round getting the vote of Pope Francis in his biography and Pope Leo talking about what heroes these men are for ruining our country and spoiling our education standards. It just goes to show that our luck is out when Abishek Bachchan is pictured with footballers in India and that is how he is going to spend his father’s inheritance and all that capital that no person with common sense has mentioned on the BBC for decades?

What is the context then of mental health and how far will the pill pushers go to chemically balance brains when the culture is off the table and no decent conversation is had now that the once UKIP racist Nigel Farage is being salaried into the position of Prime Minister that TV Tony Blair ruined but did not let us put him on trial about.