Sometimes it is like
Other times the ties come true
Then there is a monetary matter
So I can see right through you.

Mr All Ready, Stripes and some Black and Blue!
What about all that time spent sitting on your arse!
You should have been outside with the cars
And the men you seek to set aside again.

This is not for me and that is not for you
Three times 20 makes you an Israel Lobby crew
And I am not going down there for you
To rescue you rescuing me rescuing you…

… in the past, from Levant,
Where the ticket knows no stamp
And the Good Lord is proud
Of talking about Circumcisions from 1000s of years ago
… what a medical Bravado
When I want to go and watch the show
And he knows best about men and the rebirth of Time.

Some stowaway you seemed to become
Lost on the Ocean of Suffering like a beggar
Needing money so he talked to the empty chair
And found that nobody, not even Tony Robbins, stared.

“!I am! Alone! I said!” I said to my Online Computer Chair.
So What>! Fuck Off. Me too
That’s what it is to Sempa Phi the ol’ Red White and Blue
Then you will see that what is for me is also for you
Mr special Yogi with a career like a train wreck asking for more to do.

AI Summary

The poem moves through a shifting emotional weather system where irritation, accusation, memory, and spiritual exhaustion collide, beginning with the sense that people change—sometimes predictable, sometimes disappointing—and sliding into a critique of laziness, avoidance, and the strange hierarchies people build around money, identity, and political symbolism. The speaker pushes back against being entangled in someone else’s rescues or narratives, invoking ancient religious history, modern self‑help culture, and the loneliness of digital life to show how absurd and isolating these cycles can feel. Beneath the satire and the sharp jabs lies a deeper ache: a sense of being stranded, unheard, and fed up with the performative wisdom of “special yogis” and motivational gurus, while still wrestling with the desire for connection and meaning in a world that keeps demanding more.