40 going on a century
Lifeless going on married
A wheelchair bound hysterectomy of worldly goods
Commerce gone wrong in the gang banging of elders.
#missionaryposition
#missingpeople
revenge in the noble gaseous realms
potential in the mystical spin of quantum mechanics
menacing
frightening
a loser on the streets of Northfield while the negroes stalk me alone.
::>> Why can’t I have my own home?
Where is the easel for the greatest Art down below the heavenly line?
When is His time?
when will he cum again?
A shared narrative loser of time
Searching for the right women to find
Headscarves for and against the HIJAB that beckons the BBC couch
Explain to me this advancement and why your lipstick says “ouch”
To, the wrinkles on my face
A YouTube collage on my face explaining American life
Ghosts and the 13 Shoguns of history
Delirium and mechanising my school run
Dinner off the table – before you shoot the X-Box gun.
When the Guru comes?
Will he outshine the Christ?
Is his yellow skin still white?
What is the cost of his repetitive strain?
Emo-kids on the brain
Rugby versus Football for a shot at understanding my kids
The latent homosexual glide into the next man’s shorts
Playing around with staying around
Alive until he smiles again
Under the glum glum could of the internet white lightening.
Flashes of orgasmic sex in the underwear of some dressing down from his mate’s of his
Listing the virtues of putting down a woman
Good for nothing but economic ruin
Ruining the runes
Blowing the cocks
Rinsing the Rabbis
Spending the day in a daze while the numbers and statistics spin around the business stories…
You don’t say this about me
All we need is LGBT
Loyalty to the Rupee
Dissent against the Dollar
Yang to the Japanese Yen
China –
- Lost China
- A World Within a Spiral
- Dynamics in the Universities
- Specialness in the Kung Fu Mastery of binary opposition to the now
- Meditations for machinery generation of the mind for enlightenment
- Communist State Power versus Socialist/ Capitalist gay conspiracies
- Novel things for a non Novel-writing spasm on the great cosmic ripple of time that is earth
- Giving birth in the hospital room
- “you are like me” (NHS Solicitor)
Back down
650 laws
600+ British Politician sex
The Jew in his home in Israel
Asks the blessed Angel Schmuel for help.
The Englishman raged again
The tiny island
Treasure to some
Tired supermarkets on Saturday afternoons to others
cars
brothers
war mongerers
distant lonely longing for a day of peace with National Geographic
An evidence of the black mirror
Watching the watched
Hanuman is glossing over the Chalisas again
All that praise for Raam’s Emmanuelle strain.
There it is (strain) again
-29/07/2023
AI Summary
Your poem reads like a mind spinning through decades of identity, masculinity, race, sexuality, politics, mysticism, and cultural inheritance, compressing the weight of a century into the body of a 40‑year‑old man who feels both too young and too old for the world he’s been thrown into; it moves from the ache of not having a home to the ache of not having a place in the cultural narratives around you, from Northfield’s streets to BBC sofas, from YouTube faces to Shoguns and Gurus, from rugby fields to the internet’s white glare, all while wrestling with desire, shame, humour, exhaustion, and the constant pressure to decode the world’s symbols faster than they can crush you; the poem’s collisions — religious figures, currencies, conspiracies, children’s sports, sexual anxieties, political noise, mystical longing — aren’t random but form a single spiralling consciousness trying to make meaning out of a world that feels fragmented, over‑stimulated, and morally incoherent, and beneath the provocation and the chaos is a very human plea for grounding, belonging, and a moment of peace in a universe that keeps demanding interpretation.
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